WHen u FaLLs ..stANd Up AgAin... n sAiD i wON"T gIVE up !!!

TrOuBled keL

2006-03-08T06:48:00.000-08:00

Long time nvr update.. back now wit a brand new entry.. troubles come again n again... i just hate it.. i just dun understand y is there no ending ... i just broke off wit priscillia.. have been wondering tat we both are meant to be together de.. hianss.. can see tat she is living happily now.. think during the times where she n mi were together i hurt her a lot.. the happy moments we had was fun.. thanks for giving mi ur love.. i had already lost the feeling for love already .. cannot sense love n kinship anymore.. what is love all about.. dun think she love mi anymore.. maybe her feelings for mi had totally faded... kinship ? Wat is kinship all about ? is sharing all our things together.. i just cannot sense tat in my family anymore... my dad told mi tat is kahhao my papa .. he say how come kahhao noe de things more than him .. think the reason is for him to find out himself.. the way he communicate wit us is like toking to the gangster outside... who would wan to tok to someone like tat will u share ur serects wit someone tat is like tat .. he just dun understand how the family think of him .. is he always riite ? think mi is dead in this family already .. really see the movie i'm not stupid too.. can see it relates to my family.. i see my sis studying ... i aso gt studying ... but he thinks i am not studying.. whenever i done something he thinks tat it is not good.. or not enough .. have he stand in my shoes before?? after tat incident i knew he had gave up on mi .. really... and i aso cannot change it.. mi n my dad are the sake of being father n son .. n not understanding each other.. is like the way he do things.. he keep say i am a sore loser .. is he not a sore loser ? have he ever listen to wat ppl have to say to him ? have he ? he simply dun like my friends.. doing things tat over the line..is only term 1 k ? he is coming down the sch ? he is going to be the only westwood student parent tat is going to do tat .. my friends ? they had nth to do wit it ... i just dun noe y ? maybe not to insult him .. maybe he nvr had any life in sec sch bah.. really.. he just dun noe wat is sec sch life .. is not like the outside world .. he is taking the MPs out.. M.O.E .. can't he just seat down and settle things in a smooth way n rather do things in a hard way .. make things diffcult for ppl ?? must he ?writing here is the only out.. there is no way i can understand him or tell him to change something.. really... cox he does not wan to listen even if he ask u to point out.. he turn the other way round ... is becoming our fault .. so i rather not point out..really...i see ppl going home happily.. and mi ? i need to listen to nags.. scolding .. things he don;t like .. and sleep at night going to sch in the morning... everyday looks the same...love n kindship feelings had killed mi already from now.. think the only person tat will read this is kaifang sis.. hahax still can laugh .. cry ar write this entry.. think u aso understand how i feel .. at least da gu gu still won't do such things when u are in sec 3 or sec sch riite ? hianss.. maybe my dad simply too stubborn to listen or did not ever had the taste of sec sch .. really kai fang .. one sentence to say to him .. try to see ppl positive sides n not the negative sides ...
Kelvin
signing off

gOiNg tO misS heR lOAdS ...

2005-12-01T03:17:00.000-08:00

yoyo... check it out.. guys miss mi anot ? long time nvr see mi update rite.. haha.. lazy mah.. sorry everyone.. mie tomolo going to genting for my holidays.. 3 days 2 nights sia.. this trip last minute de.. so go lor.. lucky gt at least my buddy who grew up wit mi coming along.. chien yie.. haha.. tml morning must wake up 4 -5 something sia..then get ready to leave ..sian tat time cannot tok to my beloved dear.. gonna miss her loads.. then 6 something reach there ,we taking grassland bus 1st time taking sia.. think 7 something lollipop wake up le still can tok to her... must call mi hor.. i call u aso can .. but must let mi noe when u wake up k ? haha .. then still can at least listen to ur voice.. then when cannot talk liao ..then mi will listen to songs de..thinking of her at the same time.. i love euu.. =] rememeber when leaving house must let mi noe k .. sms mi ... or else mi will worry de.. hee hee. .. then sunday reach home aso sms mi .. then once i reach singapore i straight away call u . i promise u ... mie will bring back winnie the pooh n tigger wan de ... and some gifts 4 C7 ... u guys .. miss ya too ... dear miss ya too ... love euu.. muakssssss =]take care hor..

MY NeW EnViRonMEnt

2005-08-29T23:24:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. is has been a few months since i move from 2c to 2d.. still remember i did not wan to enter 2d .. i was lucky tat the 1st day of my life in 2d i have basketball tournament... so nvr attend lesson in 2d.. but peizong told mi tat 'tao de yi shi .tao bu liao yi shi ....'think tat is right he say tat... missed my dearest 2c.. wanted the 1c 04 back..but think cannot le bah ... so fast going end of year... hianss.. time to study.study!time to play . play! take care everyone

SuPpORTINg WaS wAt We neEdEd

2005-08-24T23:24:00.000-07:00

mY 1st entry in this blogspot... here to tell u guys a story...still rememeber tat the school was organising a W.league..and wanted many teams to join ... quite many teams particpate in it... and my team was the ReD liOns..captain ..Goh peizong ..vice captain..Rahmat bin kamarudin... and the rest of our team are..suhailmi..nicky .rahman.zahid.kelvin.daniel.kah siong.yong sheng.weijie.sufyan.haziq.syafiq.we were a team playing for red lions.our 1st game was against the strongest team fc phaizonn.. they are the strongest team among all the u-14 team..we played against them on 9th of april.. we lost to them 3-1... everyone was thinking tat we will be the weakest team among all...but they were all wrong ...the so call best second team among the group was white saint.. we beat them4-0..unbelieveable right ?...we climb up the table slowly... our next game was against the sec 1 team..we won 8 - 0 ... and was ready 4 our last game tat will bring us to the final..the rebellion warriors.. we won them 5-1...and tat brought us to the final... THE day came... 23 of july.. we will be playing against the unbeatable team..fc phaizzoon...many supporters were there... and it was time to change..and we only gt 10 ppl ... we did not panic... we just told oursleves we can do it... we the red lions walk into the field leading in by our captian. we gathered in a circle and shouted RED LIONS..WHOOSH.RED LIONS WHOOSH.RED LION WHOOSH WHOOSH WHOOSH...our supporters were cheering ... they are mainly from 2c ,2d,and 2e... the whistle gone ..we kick off every well ....but the unhappy thing came ..they score a goal before half time...this time our 11th player came ... we now on full strength... we wanted to win back the 1st goal tat we gave them...but it became worst... they score the second goal... we were all discouraged ... but this time.. all the supporters stand up n shout ...red lions..!!!!!red lions!!!! keep shouting ... encouraging us.. and without a while we score our 1st goal ...the supporters shouted OLE OLE OLE OLE OLE OLE!!!! RED lions !!!!!!!! our moral was back we score the equaliser... we draw with them...and the final whistle gone ... we were the only team tat drew with them...and we move on to the penalty shootout...kah siong..daniel..nicky ...rahman..rahmat.. they were the 5 kickers... daniel missed the shot... rahman aso missed the shot.. we thought we lost already ..this time our captian save their ball..and we were alive again... and peizong save the ball and we saved ..thanks to him...this time it was their turn..they missed..we were back from the dead.... peizong score and we will win... but he missed..nvm ...still gt one last chance...peizong save their ball again...it was my turn to take .. i took and it missed ... my hearts went down... last kicker zahid.. he aso missed ..FC PHAZIOON was the champions.... we LOST ... daniel n nicky was crying ... i wanted to cryyy.. but i have to control...when i reach home... i cried .... but i noe tat red lions will be back gain next season !!!! RED LIONS WHOOSH .. RED LIONS WHOOSH .. RED LIONS.WHOOSH WHOOSH WHOOSH